Not really, but I guess I can't really help it right now.

I mean, I know it's not really my fault on any level, even if I kinda feel like it sometimes. She'd been sick for a while. Part of me wanted to think she could turn it around. But part of me knew she couldn't. So I'd wanted to stay with her. But, you know, she was always a pretty strong-willed sort of gal. Told me "go be a hero!" and made me promise to keep being a hero.

I kinda wonder if she sent me off the way she did because she didn't want to see me fretting over her when she passed, honestly.