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[gandere]

✘ VIDEO;

Has anyone remembered anything they can't make much sense of? [ Rin is hardly ever distraught in public, so this is a rare form for the girl. ] Allow me to try to make an example that will be easy for any idiot to follow. In remembering a conversation with someone, you recollect all of the words, yet the visual memory is foggy, so your mind subconsciously replaces the picture with someone you have spoken to here. Because really, how stupid is it to think that just any one of you are from the same place as me? I'm not naive enough to think that, so don't you dare suggest it to me. I'll just be sour with you and think little of your opinion in the future.

[ Even if she's harsh in her words, there's a glimmer of hope in her gaze as she stares down the phone in her hand. ]

"Please take care of me. I think you know, but I am unreliable... Please support me."

[ Almost as though she's reciting from memory, her hand goes to the side of her head to prop it up in a feigned manner of boredom. ]

Does that sound familiar to anyone? No, right? So it's stupid of me to think about it. Geez, why am I even talking about it on this stupid thing in the first place!? Everyone else does it, but they sound so fluent and sure of themselves so I thought it would be alright for me to try! Just f-forget it! [ /RAGEQUIT!!! ]

Comments

[life_is_megas_wonderful]

*Well SOMEBODY'S not letting it go that easy.*

Hey, uh... you okay there, Rin?

*No nickname, it seems; perhaps she gets the feeling Rin wouldn't much cotton to one.*

[gandere]

[ Crap, did someone actually pay attention to all of that? ]

Yes, I'm okay. What makes you think otherwise hm?

[ Could it be all of that stuff she just said? No, no way. That's LOGICAL. ]

[life_is_megas_wonderful]

Well, you're kinda doing that thing where you talk a bunch about it, and then you starts insulting yourself about it, which means it's a bigger deal than you think it is but you're defending yourself before anybody can dig.

Which if you don't wanna talk about it, that's fine, but I just wanted to make sure you were feeling all right!

[gandere]

Are you some kind of know it all or something? Geez, speaking about it like that.. you really do make me some crazy!

[ With an indignant huff, she'll give a nod. ]

Fine. Let's talk about it.

[life_is_megas_wonderful]

Nah, nah! I just got a sense for these things, you know?

So, I'm thinkin'... you're kinda hoping someone here's from where you come from, right? Like with me and Kyon! Tell me if I'm wrong, of course!

[gandere]

It seems a waste of a sense if anything.

[ But she'll humor her. ]

No. Why would I want anyone from home to suffer with memory loss? Although if I do remember everything.. I might miss everyone who's back home. My heart doesn't feel empty though.

[life_is_megas_wonderful]

It's kind of complicated, isn't it? You don't want 'em to share your situation, but at the same time it's nice to have someone you know and trust in the same position as you in a strange place. Humans are kinda weird and contradictory like that, but that's okay! That's just how love works.

Still, what would ya do if it did turn out someone you knew back home was here?

[gandere]

L-Love? No, it's nothing like that! I just think it'd be nice to have someone to talk to every now and again. Someone that knows what I mean if I brought up school back home or something. I'm certain I went to school, I'm old enough to do that and not too old. I think.

I don't know what I would do. Maybe I'd work with them to see if they remembered anything..

[mokomanjuu]

Rin can be sour at Mokona if she wants, but having old friends here would be nice!

[gandere]

Really? You'd actually want your friends to be here?

[mokomanjuu]

Uh-huh. Mokona can make friends anywhere, but she misses the people she knew for a long time.

[gandere]

So you'd want them to forget you too? What if you remembered them and they didn't remember you at all?

[mokomanjuu]

Mokona would wait, because Mokona didn't remember her friends for a long time when Mokona was here first.

[gandere]

You would do that for someone you care about..? Waiting, that is.