Dr. Gordon Freeman (
trustycrowbar) wrote in
anemoi2012-05-27 12:28 am
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Infared Slavery
[Action, Sundollar Coffee]
[That damn train.]
[It's phantom hit-and-run with him had occurred in a cartoonish blur as he was setting out to grab some lunch. Exactly an hour and fifteen minutes later as he'd almost forgotten about it, but the crippling flash of red fire, blood, screams, a hawk ripping a sparrow to shreds, choking sobs, foul movements and the cackling hideous face of something he'd never seen before sent him slumping against the wall, the mug in his hand slipping out with a crash.]
[Video, a little later]
[Gordon's still a little pale even for him, his brow furrowed.]
Just... just when I thought all these damned memories couldn't get any more confusing. How there's demons thrown into the mix! Ugh, god, I didn't... how...
[He drags a hand over his face, still a little overwhelmed. You would be too, with what he's had to remember.]
[That damn train.]
[It's phantom hit-and-run with him had occurred in a cartoonish blur as he was setting out to grab some lunch. Exactly an hour and fifteen minutes later as he'd almost forgotten about it, but the crippling flash of red fire, blood, screams, a hawk ripping a sparrow to shreds, choking sobs, foul movements and the cackling hideous face of something he'd never seen before sent him slumping against the wall, the mug in his hand slipping out with a crash.]
[Video, a little later]
[Gordon's still a little pale even for him, his brow furrowed.]
Just... just when I thought all these damned memories couldn't get any more confusing. How there's demons thrown into the mix! Ugh, god, I didn't... how...
[He drags a hand over his face, still a little overwhelmed. You would be too, with what he's had to remember.]

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[Maybe it's his distraction, but he just didn't have the mental energy to soften the question.]
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[Wait. That torturous memory that clung to him like hot tar wasn't the only one. Something about a woman... Ingrid...?]
[Didn't Van Richden mention his wife's name was Ingrid?]
...Aw, SHIT--
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Man, if this IS a mixup at the labs, I'm going to personally voice my displeasure by rigging their coffee pot to a negative heat capacity. Hope they like coffee at near-absolute-zero shattering their cups and freezing off any parts that stick out.
[He's kidding, of course. Mostly.]
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What kind of demons?
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From the look on your face, it sounds like something even I wouldn't want to tangle with!
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[Now the incredulity is starting to take over.] Something, something ain't right, here... did I get a false memory or something? This is just too terrible to believe.
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You should have seen some of the things I ran into in dark caverns and ancient ruins back home!
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[Oddly specific? Just a little.]
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[He looks slightly more disturbed with every successive word of that last sentence.]
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You know, maybe I ought to just... try not to think too hard about this for a while. Yeah.
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I've been doing that for years! Demons are one of those things you don't want to think too much about.
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Christ, that poor woman. It deserved the name for what it did to her.
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[action] because no one else has yet and i'm a SPESHUL SNOWFLAKE
Well, shit.
Rex rushes over, but doesn't touch him.]
Whoa, amigo. What, did you suddenly forget that coffee's hot? Que pasó?
YOU *ARE* SPECIAL, REX! Don't let anyone tell you otherwise!
I'm, I'm okay. Christ... [He straightens again, mind reeling, scorched by the images.] What WAS that? I... oh dear god...
[Now it parses. His brain busily tries to associate it with the old stuff he's already remembered as he drops himself properly into a chair.] Sorry about that, Rex. It's a memory. A mission, I guess, that went wrong. REALLY wrong. I didn't even know I did that sort of thing before I got here.
he's the specialest boy ever ;_;
...how wrong are we talkin' here?
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[It doesn't make any sense. He wouldn't just stand there and LET that happen! The priest have his eye plucked out, flayed... and that girl, oh dear god... He wouldn't have run, and yet he was perfectly unscathed...]
I have no idea who sent us, or if we were there on our own volition. The thing was probably a really nasty alien that everyone was just CALLING a demon... right?
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But...'torn apart'? Sounds ugly.
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...Sorry. Just... it was his pet that did it. Tore him up completely. But why... I remember him being a... bird? At the time? What the hell...
[A sparrow, to be precise. An ability of his, that seems totally natural in his memories and yet COMPLETELY IMPOSSIBLE TO EVERY OTHER NEURON IN HIS FRONTAL LOBE.]
[Video]
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[From the look on his face, that hasn't done much to resolve his cognitive dissidence.]
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Listen, you know what? It's not really important. The point is that for some reason I'm fighting it--WAS fighting it, and neither I nor anyone with me had a chance.
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[It let him go because it thought the irony inherent in torturing and killing his friends in front of him and setting him free to live the rest of his days with the memories would be hilarious.]
[Demons have fucked-up senses of humor.]
I hate to do this, but until I get my head on straight I think I'm going to hold off on League stuff. May take a few days.
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[video]
[Booster's tone is awkward instead of cheerful, an "I'm trying to suggest we go out drinking to take your mind off your problems" rather than an "I'm a horrible friend who's ignoring your pain."]
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Not yet. What d'you say you meet me over there in about fifteen minutes so you can point her out to me?