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[planet_rin]

[More sky footage. Video posts from Rin are like a screensaver.]

Painting hard. I spend all day trying, and it didn't work. I remember how to paint, but not how I paint. I just keep looking and thinking and nothing comes out.

You know how they say that all you need to do to carve a sculpture of an elephant is cut out all the stone that isn't elephant? You can't do that with painting. It's addition, not subtraction. Which is supposed to be harder, addition or subtraction? I'm not very good at math.

Not sure how I feel about remembering things. It all feels fake, like it happened to someone else. And it did, really. It happened to past me, who is a different person from present me. I think. I don't really know who present me is, so I could be wrong.

I'm basically just saying whatever comes to mind at this point, and hoping that I happen to say something insightful, but I don't think it's working. If I don't stop, I'll probably subconsciously reveal some kind of embarrassing secret, except that I don't remember any of those, so I guess I can't do that, either.

I wonder why nobody else comes up here. It's very relaxing.

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[faithful_kitsune]

Then we are in a similar situation. I am Ran. That is all I remember of my name, although I feel the rest of it is important.

[planet_rin]

My name is Rin. It's a good thing we don't look even slightly similar, because Ran is the second most similar name to mine I've heard.

[faithful_kitsune]

*Ran rolls these words around in her head for a moment.*

So you are saying there is another individual here whose name is also Rin, I am assuming? Or Rhynn, perhaps?

[planet_rin]

Yes, another Rin. That reminds me, I need to figure out which one of us is older.

[faithful_kitsune]

Ah, to figure out which is the elder to defer to, right?

[planet_rin]

I think it's more to figure out which one of us is "Rin" and which one of us is "the other Rin".