Anemoi RPG

[More sky footage. Video posts from Rin are like a screensaver.]

Painting hard. I spend all day trying, and it didn't work. I remember how to paint, but not how I paint. I just keep looking and thinking and nothing comes out.

You know how they say that all you need to do to carve a sculpture of an elephant is cut out all the stone that isn't elephant? You can't do that with painting. It's addition, not subtraction. Which is supposed to be harder, addition or subtraction? I'm not very good at math.

Not sure how I feel about remembering things. It all feels fake, like it happened to someone else. And it did, really. It happened to past me, who is a different person from present me. I think. I don't really know who present me is, so I could be wrong.

I'm basically just saying whatever comes to mind at this point, and hoping that I happen to say something insightful, but I don't think it's working. If I don't stop, I'll probably subconsciously reveal some kind of embarrassing secret, except that I don't remember any of those, so I guess I can't do that, either.

I wonder why nobody else comes up here. It's very relaxing.

[Video post, but not of Rin!]

[She's lying on the roof of the apartments, as she is known to do occasionally. The PDA is lying on the roof as well, so the view is of the partly-cloudy sky above.]

Painting harder than I remembered. I'll have to think about that. Probably something wrong with my brain.

I've noticed that people usually only like to post really important things. I think it's just as important to think about things that don't matter at all every now and then. If you ask the big, serious questions all the time, you might forget how to think small.

When you get dressed in the morning, which sock do you put on first? I think most people probably always put them on in the same order, whether they notice it or not. I do left, then right.